3:33pm
Everything seems to be moving so fast today and it’s frustrating to not feel like I have a handle on things
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9:38pm
Nat is in the middle of prepping for his colonoscopy, which honestly is wiping him out. He slept most of the day but rallied in the early evening, possibly because the prep (a gallon of golytely) kicked in again.
He’s still having problem with pain, which might be the liver stent, might be a gentle case of pancreatitis, or might be some third thing the docs haven’t found.
Because of the stent they placed yesterday he’s back on antibiotics, which is good.
And I love him. I want to go home and bring the dogs home and go back to “normal” life and then I look at him and think nope, I’m right where I belong. We’ll figure this out.